tempo: moderato

i hate it when my parents tell me to open my windows wider so that there can be better ventilation. cos it just allows random living things to come through the window. already had two/three incidents of bees flying in and cant fly out. and umpteen times of irritating beetles that fly in. and my stand is reinforced again today when a BIRD flew into my room. ZOMG.

i went to the toilet to wash up this morning and when i came back there is just this thing that was fluttering in fright in my room. of course i jumped back in surprise la. like what the heck? a bird? i dont even know how it squeezed in through the window grills. then it was so frightened and wanted to fly back to the trees which was in sight but couldnt reach them cos it was looking through the transparent window. so it was just flailing pathetically wanting to go back to nature but cldnt. eventually i used a hanger to push it towards the window opening. and it went back to nature. consider i did my good deed today. mama will be proud.
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that was pretty random. omg im getting stressed over concert. like as we get closer i feel more pressurized. its like the last concert i will ever have with the status of a school band member =( really want to cherish it and put up a good show.... thats why i got alot of ppl to attend the concert so as to witness my last (?) concert (ever?)... ppl pls remember to buy me gifts to alleviate my potentially health-threatening post-concert blues!! XD

then again..... no one bothers... i dont believe in reciprocation anymore.