quit messing with my life, school...

ok im really really hot on the head now.. theres a lot, A LOT of things going on in my head now...

first, it was the mass convo that i was immediately enlisted in when i sign in MSN. it was regarding the jh incident earlier in the morning.. man.. so much happened when i was workin on my project.. ok apparently, jh got into trouble with the admin again... dunno why he is soo unlucky always kena by admin.. last time was the old band rm walls.. now is the store rm walls... apparently, he was taking a break from his hw in the band rm and was playin the basketball against the wall... and somehow... the principals (mr hon + mr tan) came by in a car and saw him playing.. so they got him over and ask him into the car and gave him a good dressing down... and threaten to remove us from even the store rm... we were threatened several times already man... once was no SALT center for us and now this... of which both are brought up by jh's actions... but i cant really blame him.... its not his fault totally.... hai ya.. dunno what to say la... sch's messin up my life.. and that brings me to my next pt...

have been really caught up by the project recently.. it has totally ruin my hols... and to think that i have long planned my hols in such a way that most of my activities are held at the last few days, the project as well suddenly poped up and just cancels out my activities one by one.. i have had planned to go back to MBS today.. considering the fact that i missed the tues prac already.. then i was thinkin i shld go for todays prac.. or i would be like givin ms wee false hope... then the project was like draggin.... but thats ok.. since i didnt manage to turn up yesterday... but then... i am required to turn up again tmr.. of which i already had an appointment with mr siao to help his band... worse, tues when i didnt turn up, ms koe was there. im sure she aint happy that im not present. today i went, shes not there. and when shes gonna be there tmr, i most prob wouldnt be there. then she would think that im slacking! im so confused now.... and biotech is this comin wed. mrs har says im good at presenting and requires that i present.. thats really SHOCKING. cos for many times during meeting with mr goh, he also says that mrs har was IMPRESSED with my presentation skills, being confident and fluent. but, according to my memory, i have NEVER presented b4, other than the prelims round and mrs har aint there.. and argon insist that i did present some-when b4... anyway.. i'll most prob faint shld i really be required to present...

the next one is abt this sms... which im SUPPOSED to be happy abt... you see... during the june hols, i have been going back to pri sch for band prac, cos theres a recording that we are making. and this sms tells me that the CD will be released soon and im invited to the CD release ceremony and for the live performace as well... of course, naturally im suppose to be glad. BUT, of ALL dates.. it falls on 11 Nov... im like in CHINA??? thx to the BSP attachement... during the june hols, we delicated 2 days for the final recording.. of which 1 i couldnt turn up due to BSP camp... and now i cant turn up for its glorious release... due to BSP (again..) its like.... man...

i really want to keep my word and turn up to help mr siao's band tmr..
i really want to turn up to witness the release of our hard work in a glorious manner...
i really want to work for the project...
i really want to do a lot more things

but school...

you are interfering too much in my life